Monday, April 24, 2006

the tattood man in prayer

i arrive
a student
a
guest
the tatood man
sits and stands
simultaneously
in his ever
changing
temple
of
temples

needles in our hands
ink at the ready
colors of
the japanese
skin fragrant
ready
for another
view

the firebird appears
brilliant sexy
inevitable

the sloth
sits on dry beer
sleeping
pretending a reading
of
tolstoy

the tattooed man
eases in
and
like ease
he reclines in his
memory pillow
he struggles with the notion
that
this is
is
almost over
almost transposed
a melody he has always
yearned for appears

extatic

he dreams

in a blink he has
inked his way
with knife and needle
burn and hilander

he

dreams of

her callused hands
the holy grail
of caring
her sleep
almost manly
fraught
with uneasy
dreaming
life

i watch her as i do
brando
as
i
study
gods
i hold her in my ever
like
a stand of wheat
in an evening
kansas
singing
sunbird

the tattoed man
is holding court with his
markings

hindsight
eats his rememberance
and
as always

w.b.
speaks:

"what once was
is
no more"

"what once was
is
no more"

the tatooed man knows
he is not to
be idolized
or
crossed out
or
imagined

he is
his photogaphs
he is his
snapshots

he thinks

what if the world held it's eye on
an idea
how would that

be

what about

peace

the tattoed man
sinks to his
rubber knees
he kisses the questionable earth
he wails and chants a song of
names
he
spreads
his arms to the above
he plants his feet on a stand of
slippery granite
he leaps onto
a huge limb
of
a
singular
gigantic

cherry tree

he lands on the branches
in the sun
he sings out

"far
far
far"

in a whisper
he chants out life
at a crossed
worn
sacred path

yyyeeeeaaaa hoooo
ya ya ya yaya
oooooo
yah haaa
heeee

oh you you you you you you

ahhhh heeeeeeee
my
heart holds much
my desire is great
my soul
is
iron john rising


stay

if you will

for just one more breath

one more breathing
of this holy
clear cool

air

one more glimps

at wonder

one more song
and singing

oh
my friends

oh yes
my friends

oh yes








Sunday, April 23, 2006

stigmata

i have a wound
on the palm of my left hand
it is a blister
caused by a rare allergy

i have a wound
on the confusion part of mybrain
it is a blister
caused by a rare thought

i have a wound
on the heart of my part in reasoning
it is a blister
caused by a beating heart

i have a wound
on the naked child in my compassion
it is a blister
caused by a saddening soul

i have a wound
on the open laughter of my nature
it is a blister
caused by too much expectation

i have a vision
caught as a youthful being in love
it is a birthing
caused by a darkening ease

i have an anger
growing like a healthy lethal vine
it is a light
caused by dreams now stilled

i have a joy
building a beauty in me revealed
it is a strength
caused by my fathers voice

i have a longing
a flight of screeing hawks soaring
it is a companion
caused by a swift in the wind

you are the sound of my ending
and
the song of all beginnings
you are the sacred grail
holy to me
like an answered pleading
or the soft breath of a trusting child

you contain the intention
you are the chalice from which
i take sustanance
you give life
the world pays homage to your song


i have a dream
who sleeps beside me peaceful sight
it is a miricle
caused by those who have gone before

i have an ending
simple, easy flying like thunder and being
it is a blessing
caused by hearing a secret wish


Saturday, April 22, 2006

orpheus

it is poetry
truly
in the shape of one
who's life
touches
then
disappeares

so much dust
left on celluloid
drifting into
life
a shape of a god
falling to earth
on fire
then
flares for an instant
and
is
called home
into
an open sky

i cannot tell
how he reached me


Friday, April 21, 2006

rain on the way

it is an acceptance
devastating
life giving
rain

today a child will know terror
another child will sleep
nestled in


all things happen
in time
at all times

trees
burst from seed
simultanius births
deaths
weddings
climaxes
laughter
extacies
]
endings

beginnings

always startling

in all ways

stunning

the timing of strangers
passing
at the exact
point
exactly
at
the same
time

each life
lead
to meet at one
exact
moment
then to pass
unobserved
into
mist

rain happens
here and there perfectly
drops splash identicly
in one
precise spot
colors
blend
shift
change
each drop a stranger
each drop the same

it is coming
here
the rain is

it is welcomed and feared
a queen arriving at
a
doorstep

a short sighted
minion
in her service
welcomes
accomodates
desiring her power
fearing her presence

and

the rain
is coming fast tonight
the earth is opening
a concubine
readying
herself
awakened
open

birds
excite the air

darkening silence
decends

a memory
cloaks the starred
cieling

the wind brings
lightning

frenzy

leaves chatter

forests
whistle
and sway
the dance begins

the first drops fall
like tiny gifts
from
a careless diety

slowly
the
symphony builds
a slow lover
inevitable
without
challenge
or
match

decending
in cold sheets
spreading
life
to seedlings in hiding

birth comes
drenched and wailing

singing:

"it is my season
it is my time
i shall grow into my birthright
bear fruit
be reclaimed
then
born
once more
to the reaching
dream of rain
to the warm flooding
saturation
of the sun"

the rain is
coming

the rain is coming

the

rain

is

coming









Tuesday, April 11, 2006

the garden out my window

the garden out my window is not tamed
nor is it neglected ever at all
the garden seen from here is holding evening
like a sofened prayer when all the gods seemed tall

the evening is as beautiful as ever
the sun is creeping low right over there
my neighbors house in shadows deeply held
the rays behind it sacred bright and fair

sitting here among my life time memories
holding court with what just might have been
comparing with the love of laughter here
i swoon before the presence of this seem

sitting here in this imagination
is not enough to be a provocation