this very day

it might say
it all
that
weary pooped
just dang tired
sells
its
history
into my veins

ahh that bed looks sooo good

it is a very night
an awake night
a very night
a solitary
familiar

joy
in the underneath
below above
on all sides
verily all
air sun
moon earth
water fire
planets stars
celestial visions
long prayer
meditation
lived life
joy

luz
in the
long day
night
good day night
this very night
holy night
wholley

( light is scattered on the cieling; from there
all around me, warm sheltering
enlightening)

a realization
after
the
fact

this

tired i am
solidly
like a great and good
idea

sleep is a few steps from here
as i know
remember
the very day
the very very day
this day

now
i shall rest

it is so