long days

these everlasting
long days
no work
feeling a bit
lost
confidence waneing
money running out
dark weather
out my window
storms inside my heart
why becomes the question
what happened is the next
fear and her old minions
approach me from the back
life is like the weather
many days of storm
suddenly the sunshines
and things don't seem so worn
my collars now are fraying
my hope does not exist
it's been to long without
the work
that i so sorely miss
so out into the universe
i place my lonely prayer
that all is well within my home
and work prosper share
let the clouds suddenly break
let the storms all pass
let me work so much that i
must complain of that
amen